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" I want you to promise me something. If you love someone, you tell them. Even if you’re scared that it’s not the right thing. Even if you’re scared that it’ll cause problems. Even if you’re scared that it will burn your life to the ground, you say it and you say it loud. And then you go from there. "

“When we love, we always strive to become better than we are. When we strive to become better than we are, everything around us becomes better too.”

— Paulo Coelho

(Source: herthoughtsinwords, via herthoughtsinwords)

And one familiar memory comes rushing back. Tagalog post. Eat your heart out kung hindi mo maintindihan.

Walang hiya. Dahil lang sa picture ng plato na may kung ano, Camille? Dahil dun lang? :)) Hay. Ayoko na nga maalala yung mga nangyari since that fateful day on June, 2009, e. Kasi of no use na talaga. My goodness. At dahil sa plato napagawa ako ng text post. At dahil sa plato, haay. 

Anyway, gusto ko na talagang gumawa ng Chem. project with my best friends! Kahit pa hanggang sa January sila dito sa bahay ko, ayus lang, basta makakapagingay na ulet akoo! Ang pangit tumawa nang mag-isa dito sa bedroom ko. Kumakanta din ako mag-isa. Naku po, mental hospital ang abot ko dito e. Pero siyempre joke lang yun. :))

" At heart, I have always been a coper, I’ve mostly been able to walk around with my wounds safely hidden, and I’ve always stored up my deep depressive episodes for the weeks off when there was time to have an abbreviated version of a complete breakdown. But in the end, I’d be able to get up and on with it, could always do what little must be done to scratch by. "
Should I call or should I not?

Is his phone with him? Is he sleeping? Is he too busy to answer my one-shot call? So many questions reeling in my mind. Too many what ifs as well. My goodness. Should I call or should I’d rather not? 

Lalalala. ;)

‘Cause I had a great sleep and I woke up and it’s already the 24th OF DECEMBER. :D Talk about Christmas being a couple of hours away. :)) I’m currently watching Despicable Me with my brother while Tumblr-ing and playing scrabble. :)) 

That happy feeling when my followers reblog or like my posts. :))

Thank you. :D 

It’s called Freedom. ;)

6 days without classes, including weekends. ;) Apparently, Eid + No Classes = Happiness! :)) I need a break from boring Asian History. Seriously.

My parents prompted me to go out with my friends as much as I want to. And I thank you, God, for giving me such wonderful parents. :D Imma procrastinate though. Teehee. I’ll start doing my school works on about .. Wednesday? Thursday? Depends on my mood and if I have the momentum. ;) 

Thank You, Lord! :D

Wonderful day. :) Started to practice for our school’s foundation day. :DD And it was fuun. :) Messed around after practice. :)) Downloaded new songs credits to my sister, Andrea, and my Tol, Cyrus. :D Thank You, Lord for such wonderful people.

And, oh, please help Jomig. Daryl’s, uh, kinda, sorta, a lot mad at him. :) For certain reasons that I bet You already know. ;) :D

Anywaay, my aunt Kris is about to fly from Philippines to here in Bahrain. :D My parents helped her to fix her papers and all legal documents. They also bought her tickets. And since she’s new here, my parents are kind enough to accommodate her here at home. :D So, yeah, she’s gonna live here for about a year. And, tomorrow we’re gonna buy new stuff. :D :)) Like, bed and blaah. :))

Kay, gonna do my weekly room clean-up. :) Thanks a lot! :D You gave me another nice day to live. :) :D HUUG. 

Am I okay?

I don’t know. I’m not sure. I have no idea.

Earlier this day, I was as happy as a kid who was given a big lollipop. I was happy like lkajsdflkjasd. But, I don’t know. When I got home half an hour ago, my head started to throb. And then the pain started to spread. Like a couple of veins are entangled and pinched and blaah. Thank You, Lord, I still have enough strength to blog. ;) Heheh. :D

Soo, yeah, back in school .. hmm. Oh, right, there’s this new boy who looks exactly like Renz. Hahah. I have no idea why most of them disagrees with me. I mean, he looks cheerful and all. :) 

And, I’m going to write letters later. ;) For special people. I miss making fancy letters. :D Ohkay. Time to reblog stuff now. ;)

Oh, and, thank You so much Lord. :) For this day. :D  

I’m jealous. To the core.

Every dismissal, she’s with HER. Every recess, she’s with HER. Everytime I see her, SHE’s hugging her. Everytime I see her, she’s with her. I hope she’s reading this. ‘Cause I’m jealous to the core. Andrea and Thea. Thea and Andrea. How ‘bout me? :( :(( 

So sad. :(

He’s not online. :( It’s our 10th monthsary pa naman. :( Anyway. At least he greeted me. :(

Blaaaaah. Thank You Lord for this day. Sure, I had a conference with the teachers, the SC officers and those 2 girls. But, really, I’m happy ‘cause we’re all friends again. And, oh, I don’t want them to be suspended. Yeah, I was pretty much hurt but then I’m not that cold. :( I don’t want them to be not in school for a couple of days. :( Anyways, LALALA. :D We finally had a REAL Values Education time today. :)) Sir promised us that we will have Values Ed. every Sunday since that’s the only day that he has a free time. :D And, there’s lots of Tiramisu left. Slice of heaaaveeen. :))) I really love that. In fact, I had a dream about it last night. I have this husband, whose face I didn’t see clearly, who surprised me when I got back from work with Tiramisu for dessert that night. :)) Yumm. 

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